Think about it, what do you tend to take care of the most?
Answer: Things that cost more money.
Have you ever said the phrase, "Oh don't worry about ruining that it didn't cost much?" or "Be care with that! I spent a lot of money on it." We value things more based on the price tag.
Now think about what earthly thing you value most.
How much does it cost?
Now, think about what earthly thing you value less.
How much does that cost?
Now, think about you life.
How much does that cost?
I'll give you a hint: It isn't how much money you have.
Here's the answer: The price has already been paid. You don't have to pay it. Jesus paid the ultimate price for you life.
Like most, I tend to think that my life is worthless. There was no need for me to be here. I am just a burden on people's life, that I just annoy everyone. Nobody likes me, and everyone doesn't want me around. That is what made me think ending my life would be the best decision for everyone. That if I left the Earth that no one care, everyone would sigh a sigh of relief. They would go about their day not having to have me around as a burden.
Here is the truth that I am trying to realize myself. I am not a burden on people's life. That God put me here for a reason. See, God does everything for a reason. He puts people in your life, everyone you meet and talk to, is there to touch your life in one way or another. Every situation you go through, every struggle you face is for a reason. You might not know your purpose for being here, but you are here. God will show you, what you need to know when the time is ready. You just have to sit and be patience (which is very hard for me to do).
See you life isn't worthless. God wants you to use your life for Him. To bring more people to Him. Just like it says in John 3:16, "For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten son. That whosoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have everlasting life." God sent His ONLY son down to Earth to be beaten and hung on a cross to die. Jesus took all the sins from then and the future at that moment, and was sent to Hell. He then defeated the devil and was reunited with God. He went threw so much so, we didn't have to go to Hell.
"So, when I die I'll go to Heaven no matter what?"
Actually no.
You see at the end of the verse it says that "... whosoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have everlasting life." All you need to do is believe in God and what He says in the Bible, and live your life according to the Bible. That is how you get into Heaven. By believing, confessing your sins, and living a godly lifestyle.
Don't ever think your life is worthless. That there is not a purpose for you to be here. You are a child of King of Kings and the Lord of Lords. The ruler of everything. He put you here for a reason, you might not know yet, but when the time is right He will show you and guide you. In the meantime, read your Bible, pray, and listen. Be patience and know that no matter what you have, someone is always with you and loves you no matter what you do or have.
Have a great day and don't forget to SMILE!